KHWAHISH

Aaj kuch aisa hua k bat hui, kuch mujhse hi meri bat hui, kuch swaal hi the jo ulajh gye, kuch sulajh gye, kuch sulajhte hi or ulajh gye, haairan hui, pareshan hui fr jana ye kaisi khwahish hai, swaal nahi ye sajish hai, jisne sapno to toda tha, haqqiqat se nata joda tha, kuch uljhane fir sulajh gyi, kuch khwahishe the jo ulajh gyi, ye roz ki bat hai k khud se bhaga krti hu, or fir khud ko janne ka khud se hi vadaa krti hu, ajeeb bhi or adat bhi, ab aise hi waqt chalta hai, auro se to kya gila kru, maine khud ka chehra badla hai, ye swaal sa or bwaal bhi hai, nqaab hu ya kitab wo main, jisse main hi badla krti hu, or girke smbhla krti hu, dekha fir panne udd gye, jo apne the wo gairo sang aksar hi mud gye, mohtazi fir ek din chod hi di, khawahisho oro se maine tod hi di, fir khud me jina aagya, mera zra zra muskura gya, ab jaan lia nichod hai ye, jha man rahe whi manzil hai, toofani to hai par yhi sahil hai….. Yu to aaj ka din bhi aur k dino jitna hi...