KHWAHISH

Aaj kuch aisa hua k bat hui, kuch mujhse hi meri bat hui,

kuch swaal hi the jo ulajh gye, kuch sulajh gye, kuch sulajhte hi or ulajh gye,

haairan hui, pareshan hui fr jana ye kaisi khwahish hai, swaal nahi ye sajish hai,

jisne sapno to toda tha, haqqiqat se nata joda tha,

kuch uljhane fir sulajh gyi, kuch khwahishe the jo ulajh gyi,

ye roz ki bat hai k khud se bhaga krti hu, or fir khud ko janne ka khud se hi vadaa krti hu,

ajeeb bhi or adat bhi, ab aise hi waqt chalta hai,

auro se to kya gila kru, maine khud ka chehra badla hai,

ye swaal sa or bwaal bhi hai, nqaab hu ya kitab wo main,

jisse main hi badla krti hu, or girke smbhla krti hu,

dekha fir panne udd gye, jo apne the wo gairo sang aksar hi mud gye,

mohtazi fir ek din chod hi di, khawahisho oro se maine tod hi di,

fir khud me jina aagya, mera zra zra muskura gya,

ab jaan lia nichod hai ye, jha man rahe whi manzil hai, toofani to hai par yhi sahil hai…..

Yu to aaj ka din bhi aur k dino jitna hi khushnuma or behtar tha kyunki aaj kuch purane chehro se naye saleeke se roobroo hona tha, ajeeb to tha ke jante hue sabko kuch anjan se mehsoos kia maine. Dost the, or kuch rafeeb bhi or bhut se bite pal jinse fir chehro ki maujudgi me khud ko bhi ek alag pehchan bnana tha. Yuhi bhule bisre ek swaal ka jwaab sa mil gya ke aisa kyu hai ke koi aapko dekh kar bhut hi khush hota hai or koi us hi chehre ko dekh gamgin  hojata hai. Mujhe lgta hai ye swaal ka jwaab bhi utna hi sidha hai jitna ye swaal. Or in dono swaalo k bich ka jo fasla hai whi tey krta hai ke aap apni zindgi ko kha khojte or kha apni shqsiyat ko pate hai.

Kisi ki muskan bnana utna hi asaan hai jitna kisi ko  dekh kar muskura dena.  Koi muskuraye na muskuraye har pehlu-e-jindgi me apne chehre ki is muskaan ko jab aap rkhna sikh jayenge yakeen maniye khud –b-khud aapko har khwahish ke pure hone ka ehsaas hojayega. Kyunki apki muskurahat sirf aapki jageer hai use kisi ka mohtaz na bnayiye, bas apne aap me mast jite jayiye….